I'm afraid I'll be a terrible blogger! Ever since I was 8-9 years old, I've made several attempts keeping a diary, and somehow after a few days/weeks/months I just didn't keep up with it anymore... same thing happened with my sauna blog with a record breaking SINGLE post :P though that is partly due to the fact that two years on we haven't finished the sauna yet :).
I'm hoping this time will be different. I've promised myself this time will be different. For the reason I've started this blog is very different indeed. I've always been someone who knew exactly what I was doing, and why I was doing it, but recently I've been having a hard time trying to figure out what I SHOULD be doing.
I live a perfectly normal and happy life with my husband and our two girls. We know what is important to us (our family, spending time together) and have made our decisions based on those things (career vs family). Then there are things you can't plan for, like becoming parents to a "disabled" child. It made us angry, sad and disappointed. We did not have a clue! Both me and hubby now think of the birth of our younger daughter, just as she is, as one of the best things that has ever happened to us (probably THE best thing). She is a joy (in those rare moments when she's not being a total pain lol). I haven't been a particularly religious person in the past, but I'd definately describe her as a blessing. Which brings us to the real reason for starting this blog:
Although until a few months ago I considered myself an atheist, I think I'm being told I was wrong. Things keep happening that can't be coincidences. I feel like I'm being called to do something specific (that I never thought I'd even consider), and although I'm not quite sure how to achieve it, I feel I'll regret it very much if I don't at least try.
I know it all seems pretty cryptic right now, but I'll be sharing more in the next few days... long story....
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